Of God and Diapers

This blog deals with God and diapers. It is written for all Christians who have a diaper fixation. It is my hope that all who read it come away a Christian. Despite diapers you can be saved. God loves the Adult Babies too.


I am a Wh/M/31 successful infantilist who was saved in 2002. I feel that God has called me to be a light to the Adult Babies of the world.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Do Not Serve Two Masters

Let this post check you. Read the following:

Mt 6:24
"No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and wealth.

It is IMPERATIVE that God be your only master. You might think by reading this blog that I have 2 masters because the title is "Of God and Diapers" but that is wrong. The reason why the association is there is because I have had issues with them in the past. It is OK to admit that you have two masters. But once you recognize this you need to change. It has to be ALL God that you serve. Diapers are an analogy. They represent money, the things of the world, lust and anything that separates you from God. I admit diapers are not godly at all. It is my belief that they will disappear from my memory when I go to heaven.

See, I have changed my master to be God and God alone. I still wear and use diapers from time to time, but that is only because of the Law of Liberty I spoke of earlier. It is not because I feel like if I don't I will be punished. This goes into what the definition of master is:

Master: The to whom a person or thing belongs, about which he has power of deciding; master, lord
the possessor and disposer of a thing
the owner; one who has control of the person, the master
in the state: the sovereign, prince, chief, the Roman emperor
is a title of honour expressive of respect and reverence, with which servants greet their master
this title is given to: God, the Messiah

Do diapers control you?
Do diapers own you?
Do diapers have power over you?
Do you have reverence for diapers?
Do you believe diapers can save you?

If you answered yes to any of these questions then diapers have become your master. RIP them from your life. You are not ready to wear diapers in freedom. You must quit wearing, destroy them and discard them. You are now "hating the one" master.

This passage says you cannot serve two masters. It is there to point out the hypocrisy of having two masters. The hypocrisy is seen by the person trying to serve both opposing masters. It is impossible. Now, it is time to change your mind. It is easy. You have to give yourself to God alone. Pray for this. Pray to God that you have renounced diapers as your master. Ask Him to guide you and He will.

You are thinking: So why do you still wear diapers if they are not your master?

The answer is that God has put diapers in my life to humble me so that I may serve him alone. I have seen that the reason I wear diapers is so that I will not become prideful. God has blessed me by humbling me. He knows my allegiance is to Him and not diapers. Diapers are just a tool and not my master. I feel bad because I have not been wearing them like I used to. When I was 24/7 I was the most humblest of persons. This is because I was completely dependant on God for protection from the world. I was broken so that God could direct me.

So as you look at your life, try to think about what you think you have accomplished. Think about everything and come to the conclusion that from God all good things come. Quit fighting God's will and you will find that life becomes so much easier.

Luke 17:33
"Whoever seeks to keep his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will preserve it."

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

How To Stop Being Afraid

Today's message is on something that not only Adult Babies experience but the whole world experiences. It is a disabling condition that causes people to remain where they are and not improve their situation in life. It is a condition that causes people to not step up and do the right thing. It is a condition that causes illness and disease and is thought to be incurable. This condition is called: Fear.
Possible symptoms of fear are:
1. Not asking someone on a date
2. Not telling someone that you are different from them
3. Trying to be like everyone else even though you are not
4. Trying to hide the things that make you different
5. Not trying to join a new club or school even though you want to

And the list can go on and on. Something I discovered when I went 24/7 was that I was afraid of so much. I had fear everywhere. Something I noticed also was that in other areas of my life I had no fear. For example I can get up on stage in front of a thousand people and wail on guitar and think nothing of it. Then when it comes to asking a girl out I am terrified. So now, here is a quote:

"The only thing we have to fear, is fear itself." - Winston Churchill

As far as diaper wearing I know many people are afraid of getting "caught". To begin with, that is a bad mindset to have. To be "caught" at something implies that you are doing something wrong. Wearing diapers is not wrong. So it is not the getting "caught" that you should be afraid of, it is getting "noticed". So before you can even face your fears you have to understand that wearing diapers is not wrong on a personal level. If you think any aspect of wearing diapers is wrong, then when you try to stand up for it, you will fall.

Now that you accept this as completely normal, then it becomes time to face your fears. Those three words are terrifying in themselves: "Face your fears." That means that in order for you to progress and get past all of the issues associated with this lifestyle you need to do things you otherwise would not do. For instance, I went 24/7. I had so much fear about that but I felt such a calling to do so that overrode my fear. Sometimes, you know it is for the best so you do it. I am telling you, I was never scared in my whole life as I was when I was going 24/7. There were moments when it felt like my heart stopped. Like when I stood up in an airplane and pulled a diaper out of my bag and went to the restroom to change with a diaper in hand and 100 people staring at me. It took so much guts I couldn't believe I was capable of that. If you would've told me months earlier that I would be doing that I would have told you you were crazy.

So how did I get to that point? The key in getting past a fear is to not think about it entirely. For instance, when I was a kid I wanted to walk on the roof. I had a ladder but was afraid of falling, even though I wanted to go to the roof. So in order to do it I had to think about each step and be semi-afraid about going up one step. It was only one step, why be afraid about moving up just one step? So I started taking it one step at a time. In the end there I was, on top of the ladder waiting to take the leap off of the ladder onto the roof. Then I realized where I was. I had climbed up the entire ladder with a little fear in my heart. It wasn't as bad as my fear had made it out to be. So I was now terrified about making the leap. The good news was that I had practiced on the steps. I knew what fear was and I knew that even though I was afraid that I could still do it. So I leapt. I landed on the roof and had a good time running on the roof. In going down the ladder my fear had almost diminished, but it was still there. I then realized that I had conquered my fear. I had one and didn't let it control me.

You see, there is a whole world out there that is past your fears. Sometimes all that is needed is to take just little baby steps. If you are afraid of the big moment of asking a girl out because it would be a "date" then start with asking girls who are just friends to go out as just friends. Think about this - they are just like us, they have fear and can be afraid as well. If you are afraid of wearing diapers in public, then just wear plastic pants under your clothes to get used to overcoming this fear.

I never realized that any fear that is not a fear of God is wrong. You should not fear others, you should not fear evil, you should not fear being noticed in diapers. It is this fear that keeps us so closed in. The devil wants us to fear everything. Fear paralyzes and keeps us from standing up for God. It keeps us from standing out of the crowd. Do you think Paul feared being stoned? He may have, but it was removed by his love for God and his willingness to give up his life for something he believed in.

So as I leave you with the fear scriptures I say this. Get past all of your fears. You only have one chance here on Earth to accomplish all that you desire and then it is over. You can accomplish great things on Earth if you just get past your fear. Do it now.

Ps 111:10 -
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom; A good understanding have all those who do His commandments; His praise endures forever.

Ps 23:4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

MAthew 10:25 - 28
25 "It is enough for the disciple that he become like his teacher, and the slave like his master. If they have called the head of the house Beelzebul, how much more will they malign the members of his household! 26 "Therefore do not fear them, for there is nothing concealed that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. 27 "What I tell you in the darkness, speak in the light; and what you hear whispered in your ear, proclaim upon R359 the housetops. 28 "Do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the soul; but rather fear R360 Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

Lu 12:7 -
"Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.